fades away

today's another last day for another thing.
with leaving guides still fresh in my memory,
i have to bid goodbye to another thing that's dear to me.

i'll miss 4c for sure.
although we are muggers, we are not exactly muggers.

i miss the classroom and the postcards and magazines stuck on the walls.
i miss throwing my stuff in btwn natalie's and my seat.
i miss trying to fight for space to put my bag with kimm.
i miss sitting at my seat, admiring me "JARED PADALECKI" scribbled on the table.
i miss shouting loudly in class jst to get myself heard.
i miss fighting with kimm.
i miss gaying and laughing with nat.
i miss mocking and scolding john.
i miss putting up my legs on ivan's seat.
i miss laughing at practically everything, and with everyone laughing back at me -.-
i miss laughing at ziren being black and everything.
i miss listening to 940 and yuki shout and scream.
i miss laughing at tina when she said "i am so disgusting!"
i miss turning around and talk to jiaying and stella.
i miss lying on top of my table, and try to sleep.
i miss putting my waterbottle beside my seat and to find that it gets kicked down everytime.
i miss sitting outside the classroom with my darlie.
i miss going to parade square every morning, being the earliest class.
i miss sitting in the hall in our index no.s and gossiping ever so loudly.
i miss going down to recess with the whole bunch of girls.
i miss the birds.
i miss the gang of girls.
i miss the 4 ultra childish guys.

4c, the best class i've ever had.
too bad we bonded so late.
but it's the process that matters.
leaving sucks.
especially when you know everything will change,
and it will never be the same again.
it's just goodnight, and not goodbye.

-4SEE the FUTURE