dancing queen! : D

HEY PEOPLE! I AM HAPPY NOW!
my birdbrain friend is back,
my friend is ok,
my jared is wonderful,
my heroes is lovely ,
my grey's is splendid,
i had loads of homemade choco pie jst now,
i am clean,
i am spamming my music,
i have a new hp!
and i am happy (:

i was researching on my ever-researching project,
the PADALECKI PROJECT.
jst joking, nahh, i was jst plain indulging in my jaredlove(:
he's wonderful, plain spectecular and sexy. haha! : D

anyways, came across this hilarious website,
http://mskatej.livejournal.com/110562.html
read it, but dn't get offended by the vulgarities, then you will understand why my title is dancing queen. haha!
jared is my love(:
always my love. LOL, ok, tt sounds creepy.

oh, and in case you were wondering abt my diet.
i think i gave it up, i mean
i have 3/4 plate of choco pie.
and its not the small minute kind,
its the HUGE plate.
well, wht can i say?
chocolate heals my soul~

and yes, i love jared.
my padalecki(:
and yes, i need a job urgently.
i am using up my savings,
and i am too free.
I NEED A JOB!!



"See that girl, watch that scene, diggin the dancing queen."

messing up is what makes a person.
only through messing up,
can we learn.

breath in, breathe out.
i wish tt were a solution to every problem.

i'm sry. i didn't mean too.
i didn't knw it was gna affect me, honestly.
but it did, cause whtever you said, it's kinda my problem too.
it affects me, as i felt tt i was part of it.
but i jst wish tt you cld move on.
to me, it jst aint worth it.
it makes you miserable,
makes you unhappy,
and it doesn't affect her?
sry for whtever harsh words i said,
and stop placing the blame on yourself.
it's not your fault.
and it's tht person's loss.
so get the hell out of my face.
i could learn to play the game,
i could learn to run the hustle,
if i only had the brains,
the money or the muscle.

don't look back in anger

hey all (: am back after a long time of absence. am determined to slim down!
: D for the sake of my future uniform. haha.

anyways, was indulging myself with lotsa shows this few days. heroes, grey's anatomy, supernatural. oh gosh *SAVE THE CHEERLEADER, SAVE THE WORLD*

was talking to my friend abt missing my another friend, who is currently enjoying her snowy time in turkey. boo, i miss her, my late-caller-cum-gossiper birdbrain. (literally BIRD brain.)
i miss you ):

guess i'll be careful ard you (another person), be nice and all. superficial even? gosh, i dn't wanna go through that again. esp. when i get to listen to wht you say. all tt tiny details, it hurts. but the good thing is tt, you dn't even knw i am talking abt you, you may not even read my blog. (:
i jst wanna put all those bhind me, for all i knw, we won't come into contact with one another nxt yr.
dn't look back in anger. i dn't, jst feeling stupid and foolish. why wld i even-
but nonetheless, thnks fr all you've done.

okaye, am emo cause am PMS-ing. haha (:
i need choco cake. and lots of heroes.
everytime i see the photo, it hurts.
don't chase me anymore,
unless you're ready to catch me.

today's another last day for another thing.
with leaving guides still fresh in my memory,
i have to bid goodbye to another thing that's dear to me.

i'll miss 4c for sure.
although we are muggers, we are not exactly muggers.

i miss the classroom and the postcards and magazines stuck on the walls.
i miss throwing my stuff in btwn natalie's and my seat.
i miss trying to fight for space to put my bag with kimm.
i miss sitting at my seat, admiring me "JARED PADALECKI" scribbled on the table.
i miss shouting loudly in class jst to get myself heard.
i miss fighting with kimm.
i miss gaying and laughing with nat.
i miss mocking and scolding john.
i miss putting up my legs on ivan's seat.
i miss laughing at practically everything, and with everyone laughing back at me -.-
i miss laughing at ziren being black and everything.
i miss listening to 940 and yuki shout and scream.
i miss laughing at tina when she said "i am so disgusting!"
i miss turning around and talk to jiaying and stella.
i miss lying on top of my table, and try to sleep.
i miss putting my waterbottle beside my seat and to find that it gets kicked down everytime.
i miss sitting outside the classroom with my darlie.
i miss going to parade square every morning, being the earliest class.
i miss sitting in the hall in our index no.s and gossiping ever so loudly.
i miss going down to recess with the whole bunch of girls.
i miss the birds.
i miss the gang of girls.
i miss the 4 ultra childish guys.

4c, the best class i've ever had.
too bad we bonded so late.
but it's the process that matters.
leaving sucks.
especially when you know everything will change,
and it will never be the same again.
it's just goodnight, and not goodbye.

-4SEE the FUTURE