fades away

is ok,
i am used to it already.
i don't care ,
and i don't wanna care anymore.
i am tired.
i am so sick of all these hiding little secrets stuff.
if you don't wanna say it,
jst tell it to me.
or if you don't want to,
might as well don't let me knw ANYTHING?
but if you do let me knw something,
and you don't wanna tell me the full story,
pls don't act sry or guilty
it isn't very nice.

i wanna scream and shout and cry at the same time.
and doubt.
;THANKS DIANE! LOVE YOU LOADS : D