"i'll be there when you need me."
how many ppl have said tt to me?
how many ppl have promised to me?
and yet, how many ppl have actually done tt for me?
do you really mean it when you said it to me?
but why did you take 2 days to reply my sms,
why didn't you call me back when i called so many times.
where did your promise go?

perhaps, "i'll be there when you need me" has its limitations.
"when i am busy, i won't be there. but when i am free, i will be there."
promises are meant to be broken.
it took me long enough to knw tt it was a lie.

i'm tired of all those empty promises.
pls think long and hard before you say anything.

sometimes i jst wonder,
do you rmber the past?
do you rmber the times we talked to one another?
do you rmber the times we had fun together?
maybe you don't,
but i sure do rmber.
i knw it's impossible to go back to the past,
and jst like wht everyone else says,
those lovely times we had will always be in my memory.
but i will still continue hoping tt we cld return to wht we were : D
and send me the "congrats you survived eoys without screaming" messages.
i feel silly, but wasn't i always playing tt character?
and yes, geminis are full of bullshit (: RIGHT ALICIA?

AND I LOVE YOU DIANE! : D <333

Photograph - Nickelback

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me...

it sucks having regrets whn you are leaving.
why weren't your heart with us?
when will you ever come back to us?
so many questions, yet no answers to them.

time passes so quickly, now we are sec4 & no longer in dhsgirlguides.
it was such a sad day,
like you knw everything you have worked for for 3 plus years is going to end soon.
and while standing there in your guide uniform,
you knw with each second tt passes,
means you have one less second being a GIRLGUIDE.

yes, yesterday will the last to many things.
the last time we are wearing our beloved blue guides uniform.
the last time we are standing with oour patrols.
the last time we can scold our juniors (no offense).
the last time we cheer so loudly together with the others.
the last time we attend an enrolment and passing down event.
the last time we salute.
the last time we held our posts.
the last time we are officially in DHSCOY.

but wht's scarier is the thought tt
yesterday might be the last to all the friendships and bonds of the guides within our batch.

during our whole guiding years,
we cheered together as one,
we laughed together as one,
we bonded together as one,
we pia together as one,
we share the burden as one,
we sang songs together as one.
if these were to disappear after we pass out, it wld be such a waste.

i will certainly miss those days dearly,
orchid p1, sparrow p3,
ATCs, PLTC,
ketchup, palau, fedex,
2 day 1 night camps,
hikes, OJs, PTs, ye li xing jun,
cheering, singing, shouting,
tuan cheer, tuan ge,
jst alerting and easing,
saluting to our OJ chkpt leader,
bao shu-ing, and shi-ing,

all the hardships, pain, fun, joyful moments we've went through,
will always be etched in our minds.
now fridays will seem very empty to all of us.

DHSGIRLGUIDES38THBATCH <33

ONCE A GUIDE, ALWAYS A GUIDE!

today willbe the last time.
the last time when we prepare our guide uni.
the last time when we polish our badge.
the last time when we take our belt & linglinglonglong.
the last time when we will rush our last min guides stuff like PLTC days.

the last time when we are DHSGIRLGUIDES38THBATCH.

i'll miss those days.

maybe if you were there, things would be much easier for me.
but it's too late.
you are gone,
to somewhere i can't be at.
even if we cld talk,
it won't be one on one anymore.
&even if you said you'd be there for me when i need you,
can you?
when i need someone jst by my side,
you won't be the one.
i am not blaming you or anything,
is jst tt, i did'nt treasure the times i had with you.

I MISS YOU SO MUCH.