bye beloved 2007(:

there is 24 more mins to 12am -- 2008.
2007 has been a wonderful year to me.
a mch more bonded 4c,
a stronger batch of girlguides38thbatch.
a terrific group of 4c girls.
a dirty but heartwarming classroom.
a funny form tcher

so many fond memories of 2007,
and now it's time to bid goodbye to it.
gosh, i miss all those times.

anyways, before the year ends,
am gna thank a bunch of people who helped me tremendously throughout this year.

MY BEST BUTT -PEARLYN NEO!
thnks for being my listening ear, even though you have no idea who i am complaining about. HAHA. thnks fr encouraging me whnever i hve problems, reassuring me and telling me tht i am great and stuff. which is true huh. HAHA! anyways, you are a wonderful friend. and i believe our 10yr friendship will get stronger in the times to come! and yes, you will be my ban4 niang2 whn i get married. : D
i really hope that you will have a wonderful 2008, dn't fret! you are wonderful as you are now, dn't worry too mch about others disliking you! cause you can't always please everyone, jst be yourself dear! loveyouloadsss.

MY DARLIE -- JIAQI!
LAOGONG!! omg, i dn't knw how to thank you. thnks for all the little notes you stuff into my hand, and those cute little gay kisses and hugs. i knw you heard this manymanymanymany times, but i shall say it again, you really brighten up my day! : D i knw you may not be always there for me, but i knw you tried so hard each time. i am touched by your effort. and yes, we have fallen in love with each other's smiles (to hell with leonard). and that message will always mean so mch to me.
thnks for being there for me always, and i will love tt 4c entrance area where will be sit there and talk. and our comfortable silence and your help in everything i have trouble in. esp roller blading. i really hope tt we can stay soooo close nxt yr, and i am sad tt we are in different class, but that shldn't be mch of a problem eh? : D CARROTCARROT! : D

MCTURKEY -- KIMMM!
HAHAHA, my grey's anatomy partner and my fighting partner. lol, its been GREAT sitting beside you. my bird, you rock! : D you and your silly actions, nipple fetish, violent pokes and punches, it's a wonder how i managed to survive. HAHA, i love your house, and yes, not your drain and fish, though the toad was cute. : D
thnks for everything you did for me (and everything you did to me). although you are very quiet, but yes, i love talking to you on the phone, cause you give valuable advices. and yes, i tell you alot of things! : D
you have been great, telling me silly funny things you did and cheering me up. and thanks for all the encouragement you have given me throughout the 2yrs, and i look forward to be with you in the same class for the next 2 yrs! love you, my roasterturkii!

okaye, 2 more mins to 2008. i shall thank these few ppl firstttt, then in 2008, i shall continue.
LOVE YALLLLLLL : D

dancing queen! : D

HEY PEOPLE! I AM HAPPY NOW!
my birdbrain friend is back,
my friend is ok,
my jared is wonderful,
my heroes is lovely ,
my grey's is splendid,
i had loads of homemade choco pie jst now,
i am clean,
i am spamming my music,
i have a new hp!
and i am happy (:

i was researching on my ever-researching project,
the PADALECKI PROJECT.
jst joking, nahh, i was jst plain indulging in my jaredlove(:
he's wonderful, plain spectecular and sexy. haha! : D

anyways, came across this hilarious website,
http://mskatej.livejournal.com/110562.html
read it, but dn't get offended by the vulgarities, then you will understand why my title is dancing queen. haha!
jared is my love(:
always my love. LOL, ok, tt sounds creepy.

oh, and in case you were wondering abt my diet.
i think i gave it up, i mean
i have 3/4 plate of choco pie.
and its not the small minute kind,
its the HUGE plate.
well, wht can i say?
chocolate heals my soul~

and yes, i love jared.
my padalecki(:
and yes, i need a job urgently.
i am using up my savings,
and i am too free.
I NEED A JOB!!



"See that girl, watch that scene, diggin the dancing queen."

messing up is what makes a person.
only through messing up,
can we learn.

breath in, breathe out.
i wish tt were a solution to every problem.

i'm sry. i didn't mean too.
i didn't knw it was gna affect me, honestly.
but it did, cause whtever you said, it's kinda my problem too.
it affects me, as i felt tt i was part of it.
but i jst wish tt you cld move on.
to me, it jst aint worth it.
it makes you miserable,
makes you unhappy,
and it doesn't affect her?
sry for whtever harsh words i said,
and stop placing the blame on yourself.
it's not your fault.
and it's tht person's loss.
so get the hell out of my face.
i could learn to play the game,
i could learn to run the hustle,
if i only had the brains,
the money or the muscle.

don't look back in anger

hey all (: am back after a long time of absence. am determined to slim down!
: D for the sake of my future uniform. haha.

anyways, was indulging myself with lotsa shows this few days. heroes, grey's anatomy, supernatural. oh gosh *SAVE THE CHEERLEADER, SAVE THE WORLD*

was talking to my friend abt missing my another friend, who is currently enjoying her snowy time in turkey. boo, i miss her, my late-caller-cum-gossiper birdbrain. (literally BIRD brain.)
i miss you ):

guess i'll be careful ard you (another person), be nice and all. superficial even? gosh, i dn't wanna go through that again. esp. when i get to listen to wht you say. all tt tiny details, it hurts. but the good thing is tt, you dn't even knw i am talking abt you, you may not even read my blog. (:
i jst wanna put all those bhind me, for all i knw, we won't come into contact with one another nxt yr.
dn't look back in anger. i dn't, jst feeling stupid and foolish. why wld i even-
but nonetheless, thnks fr all you've done.

okaye, am emo cause am PMS-ing. haha (:
i need choco cake. and lots of heroes.
everytime i see the photo, it hurts.
don't chase me anymore,
unless you're ready to catch me.

today's another last day for another thing.
with leaving guides still fresh in my memory,
i have to bid goodbye to another thing that's dear to me.

i'll miss 4c for sure.
although we are muggers, we are not exactly muggers.

i miss the classroom and the postcards and magazines stuck on the walls.
i miss throwing my stuff in btwn natalie's and my seat.
i miss trying to fight for space to put my bag with kimm.
i miss sitting at my seat, admiring me "JARED PADALECKI" scribbled on the table.
i miss shouting loudly in class jst to get myself heard.
i miss fighting with kimm.
i miss gaying and laughing with nat.
i miss mocking and scolding john.
i miss putting up my legs on ivan's seat.
i miss laughing at practically everything, and with everyone laughing back at me -.-
i miss laughing at ziren being black and everything.
i miss listening to 940 and yuki shout and scream.
i miss laughing at tina when she said "i am so disgusting!"
i miss turning around and talk to jiaying and stella.
i miss lying on top of my table, and try to sleep.
i miss putting my waterbottle beside my seat and to find that it gets kicked down everytime.
i miss sitting outside the classroom with my darlie.
i miss going to parade square every morning, being the earliest class.
i miss sitting in the hall in our index no.s and gossiping ever so loudly.
i miss going down to recess with the whole bunch of girls.
i miss the birds.
i miss the gang of girls.
i miss the 4 ultra childish guys.

4c, the best class i've ever had.
too bad we bonded so late.
but it's the process that matters.
leaving sucks.
especially when you know everything will change,
and it will never be the same again.
it's just goodnight, and not goodbye.

-4SEE the FUTURE

star light,
star bright,
first star i see tonight.
wish i may,
wish i might,
have the wish
i wish tonight.

finally, it's over.
am gna miss some of it.
but think i will be glad.

and i'll miss childhood.

alright, i have a confession to make.
I LOVE JARED PADALECKI!! : D

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haha, anyways, fr those who haven't given me any bday present. give you all discount.
jst get a book and paste ALL JARED'S PHOTOS inside can le(:
and his biography and signature.
i will kiss you frm head to toes. HAHAHA : D

ilovejared(:

what could you possibly say to make tt okay?

today is a nice day,
we've been dealing with FRUIT FRIES (as how the tchr pronounced) the whole day.
its kinda gross, esp. when you have to stare at the body under a freaking microscope.
and you see EVEYRTHING.
the butt, the bristles the EYES. OMG. THE EYES.
but nonetheless, it's kinda fun, esp. when we get to prepare the food for the flies.
it seemed edible.
Milo powder +mashed banana+vinegar+agar powder.
made all of us hungry esp. when we heat it up in the micrwave.
makes it look like cookie. mmmm~

anyways, I FELL IN LOVE WITH COLDPLAY!
it was my exam song. like while i was mugging for bio,geog and chem.
coldplay was singing in the background,
enveloping me in one wonderful song to another beautiful one.

A RUSH OF BLOOD TO THE HEAD!
tt's the title of the disc.
personally i prefer the other songs, and if you noticed my WMP on msn
it is mostly,
Warning Sign
Green Eyes
Politik

HAHAHA! there is WARNING SIGN lyrics. (:
A warning sign,
I missed the good part then I realized,
I started looking and the bubble burst.
I started looking for excuses.

Come on in,
I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in,
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones,
That I started looking for a warning sign.

When the truth is,
I miss you.
Yeah the truth is,
That I miss you so.

A warning sign,
You came back to haunt me and I realized,
That you were an island and I passed you by,
You were an island to discover.

Come on in,
I've gotta tell you what state I'm in,
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones,
That I started looking for a warning sign.

When the truth is,
I miss you.
Yeah the truth is,
That I miss you so.

And I'm tired,
I should not have let you go.

So I crawl back into your open arms.
Yes, I crawl back into your open arms.
And I crawl back into your open arms.
Yes, I crawl back into your open arms...

beautiful huh?
WANT THE SONG?
call this number, hahaha, sry was attempting to be the Mocca lame advert.

*OVER THERE!*
(:

you just aren't worth my time,
my energy,
my thoughts.

lalalala, am not really in a mood to blog, but bcause of the overwhelming demands.
HERE I AM!!!! (:

lalalala, exams are over baby~
now is the time to slack and play.
a time to really relax and regain my loss of slp during tt 3weeks of mugging.
haha, it's really great when exams are over.
anyways, been doing mainly 3 things after exams

1) INDULGING IN MY SUPERNATURALLLLLL
2) watching all my tv shows - grey's, CSI, blahblah
3) jst using the comp for everything.

life's been great,
cause there is no stress for hw or anything.
although at times on sundays i will be worried
cause there is simply nothing to prepare for sch!
still rmber the times where i have to bring my chem/phy/bio txtbk to my aunts hse to MUG.
haha, but now, NOTHING.
ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO WORRY ABT~ : DDDDDD

oh gosh, how i love my SUPERNATURAL.
correction, HOW I LOVE MY JARED PADALECKI.
let me tell you, HE IS ONLY 25 THIS YRRRRRRRRRRRRRR (:
my love (:

okok, let's stop this craze. MY PRIVATE CRAZE.
lemme thank a few ppl who helped me during my exam period.
hahaha, DIANE! : DDDDDDD thnks for you constant encouragements (:
all your "I-KNOW-HOW-IT-FEELS-LIKE" expressions. hahaha!
and kimm, joy, basically everyone who helped me. lalalala
at least i didnt throw my table up into the sky while doing the papers,
and scream hysterically on the spot. *winks*

haha, i like this phrase,
"they don't matter until they do. and when they do, they are all that matters."
isn't tt true?
like we seldom care abt something, thinking tt it has no significance at all.
but when they matter, they are all tt we care abt, all tt we think abt.
we get so upset over it, or get so happy over it.
and so obsessed. :/

ohohoh, after watching supernatural like almost 2 times.
i think i learnt 2 things in overall.
dn't laugh, supernatural does teach ppl something,
besides all the ghostly stuff. hahaha
haha, cant really rmber wht exactly, so shall blog abt it another time. (:

IN OVERALL, I LOVE SUPERNATURALLLLLLLLLLLL.

especially JARED. (:
and diane. ^^

i shan't care anymore,
till then then. (:

is ok,
i am used to it already.
i don't care ,
and i don't wanna care anymore.
i am tired.
i am so sick of all these hiding little secrets stuff.
if you don't wanna say it,
jst tell it to me.
or if you don't want to,
might as well don't let me knw ANYTHING?
but if you do let me knw something,
and you don't wanna tell me the full story,
pls don't act sry or guilty
it isn't very nice.

i wanna scream and shout and cry at the same time.
and doubt.
;THANKS DIANE! LOVE YOU LOADS : D

i wish too.
physics sucks
physics sucks
physics sucks
physics sucks
physics sucks
physics sucks
physics sucks
physics sucks
physics sucks
physics sucks
physics sucks
physics sucks
physics sucks
miracles are only fr ppl who need them desperately & those who are prepared.

hamlet's a killer.
i feel like smacking shakespeare,
and jst like wht my darling diane said,
kill him all over again.
but well, someone said this before,
during an exam, even if you don't knw anything, you HAVE to knw something.
and tt's very true,
for i was crapping throughout my whole essay. LOL!

i guess i am okay now (:
i mean, i don't wanna care anymore.
for if it happened once, it will always happen again and again.
why shld i let myself be so sad over tt?
after all, it's your decision right?
yeah, i am still waiting, but if you don't wish to say it,
it's ok, i don't mind.
but perhaps, i won't tell you anything nxt time.
alright, now is time for MUGGING.
JIAYOU MUGGERS! <3

hold on,
but don't hold too tight;
let go,
&it's gonna be alright.

(from my darling diane<3)

actions speak louder than words.
i was happy when you said those words,
but why do your actions tell me otherwise?
i think i mention to you once,
it's the small details that count.
i don't think you even knw wht you did.
and how many times you keep doing it.
perhaps you do care about me,
but she means more to you.
i thought i've gotten over it, but seems like i haven't.
and dear,
please take care.
i don't knw wht else to tell you,
i believe it is very painful,
and i knw you are very sad.
but i knw you are strong,
and you'll get over it (:
i love you dear, even if you didnt mention me in your post.
tsk : D

actually, i know about it,
but i am jst waiting for you to tell me yourself.
will you?

"i'll be there when you need me."
how many ppl have said tt to me?
how many ppl have promised to me?
and yet, how many ppl have actually done tt for me?
do you really mean it when you said it to me?
but why did you take 2 days to reply my sms,
why didn't you call me back when i called so many times.
where did your promise go?

perhaps, "i'll be there when you need me" has its limitations.
"when i am busy, i won't be there. but when i am free, i will be there."
promises are meant to be broken.
it took me long enough to knw tt it was a lie.

i'm tired of all those empty promises.
pls think long and hard before you say anything.

sometimes i jst wonder,
do you rmber the past?
do you rmber the times we talked to one another?
do you rmber the times we had fun together?
maybe you don't,
but i sure do rmber.
i knw it's impossible to go back to the past,
and jst like wht everyone else says,
those lovely times we had will always be in my memory.
but i will still continue hoping tt we cld return to wht we were : D
and send me the "congrats you survived eoys without screaming" messages.
i feel silly, but wasn't i always playing tt character?
and yes, geminis are full of bullshit (: RIGHT ALICIA?

AND I LOVE YOU DIANE! : D <333

Photograph - Nickelback

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me...

it sucks having regrets whn you are leaving.
why weren't your heart with us?
when will you ever come back to us?
so many questions, yet no answers to them.

time passes so quickly, now we are sec4 & no longer in dhsgirlguides.
it was such a sad day,
like you knw everything you have worked for for 3 plus years is going to end soon.
and while standing there in your guide uniform,
you knw with each second tt passes,
means you have one less second being a GIRLGUIDE.

yes, yesterday will the last to many things.
the last time we are wearing our beloved blue guides uniform.
the last time we are standing with oour patrols.
the last time we can scold our juniors (no offense).
the last time we cheer so loudly together with the others.
the last time we attend an enrolment and passing down event.
the last time we salute.
the last time we held our posts.
the last time we are officially in DHSCOY.

but wht's scarier is the thought tt
yesterday might be the last to all the friendships and bonds of the guides within our batch.

during our whole guiding years,
we cheered together as one,
we laughed together as one,
we bonded together as one,
we pia together as one,
we share the burden as one,
we sang songs together as one.
if these were to disappear after we pass out, it wld be such a waste.

i will certainly miss those days dearly,
orchid p1, sparrow p3,
ATCs, PLTC,
ketchup, palau, fedex,
2 day 1 night camps,
hikes, OJs, PTs, ye li xing jun,
cheering, singing, shouting,
tuan cheer, tuan ge,
jst alerting and easing,
saluting to our OJ chkpt leader,
bao shu-ing, and shi-ing,

all the hardships, pain, fun, joyful moments we've went through,
will always be etched in our minds.
now fridays will seem very empty to all of us.

DHSGIRLGUIDES38THBATCH <33

ONCE A GUIDE, ALWAYS A GUIDE!

today willbe the last time.
the last time when we prepare our guide uni.
the last time when we polish our badge.
the last time when we take our belt & linglinglonglong.
the last time when we will rush our last min guides stuff like PLTC days.

the last time when we are DHSGIRLGUIDES38THBATCH.

i'll miss those days.

maybe if you were there, things would be much easier for me.
but it's too late.
you are gone,
to somewhere i can't be at.
even if we cld talk,
it won't be one on one anymore.
&even if you said you'd be there for me when i need you,
can you?
when i need someone jst by my side,
you won't be the one.
i am not blaming you or anything,
is jst tt, i did'nt treasure the times i had with you.

I MISS YOU SO MUCH.

today was an ok day,
went out for meeting at KEMBANGAN -.-
how far is tt frm hougang?!
but the meeting was ok, at least it was short.
then went out with joch&chengyi
AND BOTH OF THEM WORE YELLOW.
ON PURPOSE i guess.
jst to outcast the poor yiwei, who was wearing WHITE SCH BASED TEE.
rarh.
it was kinda fun, we laughed and played with one another.
ok tt sounds retarded.
anyways, CHENGYI WORE A MATCHING YELLOW HAIRBAND!
*gasps*
and she carrys a ***** **** wallet!!!! *double gasps*

AND MY BELOVED DIANE IS BACK IN SINGAPORE!
REMEMBER OUR DATE OK?! : D

everyone is selfish in their own ways,
no matter how selfless they seem to be,
there will be things tt they can't bear to part with or give out.
yet we complain tt they are being too selfish,
but being too selfless will get yourself hurt in the end.
ironic huh?
but i guess, we will have to make do with it.

oh yes, & guides meeting sucks.
drained me off my brain juice and muscle strength.
haha (:

someday i'll fade away frm your life.

just like what she said,
once a fish is caught,
it is caught.
no matter how good the fish is,
it will never be within your reach.
unless the fisherman let it go,
but would you want a second-hand product?

thanks for everything you did (:
HOPE YOU ARE NOT TREATING ME SUPERFICIALLY. HAHA : D

went to watch oceans13 jst now,
IT IS GREAT!
MUST WATCH OK!
and i simply love matt damon's nose.
HAHA : D

nothing to blog anyways,
except vivo is hell.
where did all those crowd come frm?!
and damn the cinema,
tt queue is ready to scare me off.
and star bucks too -.-

but nonetheless, it was peaceful at 12.15am.
HAHA : D
oh, i need a hair cut.

I’ll still smile in front of my love,
that I’m not able to get.

now for the 3rd post of the day!
and this is fr my bestbutt!
PEARLYNNNN <3333

anyways, i really loved your presents,
tt golden heart with words scribbled all over it
and tt 4 parts birthday cards.
it was a very pleasant surprise!
SELF DELIVERED PRESENT :D

when i got your present, i was reading tt star
haha, your handwriting is still the same
except smaller by alot. haha
and i thought it was printed on the star!
hahaha : D

wht really overwhelmed me was tt wallet card on friendships,
and when i read it, i was really touched.
because it was sooooo sweet,
and i believe 90% of the stuff stated on it,
you've done them for me : D

OH, and tt silly scratchcard. HAHA
YOU OWE ME MOVIES! : DDD

finally, i mst really say thanks to you
for it was a really special present
and i knw you mst have spent alot of time on it
haha : D

finally, this is for you:
if your sky begins to fall, i'll stay with you till you smile (:

truckloads of love <3

now for the second post of the day, i shall dedicate this post to

*drumroll*

SUPERTOPHOTPORNSTAR! (i shall not name the person fr PRIVACY ISSUES)

haha, anyways, thanks for your birthday surprise (although you had to redo it like thrice)

and your well wishes. HAHA

and yes, YOU ARE STILL OLDER THAN ME NONETHELESS. HAHA!

anyways, i am really thankful tt we got to knw each other.

well, i still rmber the first setence i told you

"hey, you are ****** frm dhs right?"

HAHA, i thought you were my pri sch friend -.-

but as the days go by, we chatted on msn blah

and yes! you are a GREAT friend.

and you taught me things tt i nvr knew,

fr now i know i was so immature last time.

and you were fun, gay, and you entertain me!

okok, tt was a stupid sentence

BUT IT'S TRUE!

and yes, you are important to me too : D

thank you for wht you did for me,

listening to me and helping me make tt photo. HAHA.

on the last note! TAKE CARE MY DEAR!

study hard, and play hard (although you are playing very hard now)

haha, and yes, DONT GET TOO HORNY!

:D

keep wishing my dear, and believe in miracles : D

if you believe it, it will happen!

MY MIRACLE! : D i am gna print it out and put in my wallet. HAHAHA

i wanted to blog like 2 days ago, but was too lazy
also didn't want to blog with my WHOLE family behind me,
so had to wait until NOW
all along at home~~~ : D

anyways, I AM 16 ALREADY! *applause*
haha, had a SPLENDID birthday!
pizzas, a choc cake, chicken wings, teochew food,
SUPERNATURAL to top of EVERYTHING : DDDDDDD

okk, shall thank everyone fr wishing me happbday, and not giving me any presents. HAHAHA

thanks to :
DARLIE! - thnks fr your uberdupercute spongebob & his limbs, and let's go out again yea? LE COQ BAGGGG<33333333>
KII! - awww, you're not the first, but one who sent the LONGEST sms. & yes, i am 326 yrs extinct -.-
NACHECHI! - haha, i love you loads too! : D your sms was sooo heartwarming. : D
940 - thnks, but i didn't BURP on my BURPDAY. HAHA : D
YUKI! - haha, I MISS YOU TOO, ZI LIAN KUANG!
DIANE! - woah, your australia sms! HAHA, thnks for tt sms! really brightened up my day, or issit night?
LOUIS! - oh YES, we mst meet up someday ((:
JOY! - ahaha, aren't you proud tt your daughter is FINALLY 16?! : D love you mummy!
CHENGYI! - h-h-h-haha! tt sms was cute, but gay nonetheless. : D
ANGEL! - you lucky girl! bet you are in NZ le. and i am stuck in SG. -.-
IVAN! - haha, yes, i shall BREATHE more air so i can get high! thanks and you owe me SUPERNATURAL DVDS!
LEEYAN! - woah, you actually still rmber my birthday! : D and am still using the same no. (:
JOCELYN! - LAO PENG YOU! thanks alot : D
P3 JUNIORS! - tt was a long sms, and ALL THE SAME for everyone who sent me. LOL, bet is jst forwarded msg rightttt? hahaha
SUMORONG! - oh tt sms was soooooooooo late, but yes, i still got your msg during my bday (1.5hr before 9th june)

and to other ppl as well!
mabel, wendy, jochebed, june, junting, ruiyang, yati, camelia, wenting, lestari, nicholas, gary (oh, i wish jonjon was here), dora, sini, shunjie, mengdie, mr kwek, kenneth mingquan...
thanks for all your well wishes, and yes,
I AM MATURED! (hor, supertophotpornstar?)

and the final 2 posts later on will be dedicated to 2 important ppl (actually one post is forced to dedicate de -.-)

Damien Rice: The Blower's Daughter

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her skies

I can't take my eyes off you (x5)
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off you (x5)
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off you (x5)
I can't take my mind...

My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

My Chemical Romance - Disenchanted

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

If I'm so wrong
How can you listen all night long?
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learned a god damned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I can watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean.

If I'm so wrong
How can you listen all night long?
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learned a god damned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to?
And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on
You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

At all, at all, at all , at all...

oh! and something very funny happened yesterday. i was having a convo with chengyi, thinking of wht skill to write for NYAA...

chengyi:
or you do astronomy? sounds so classy neh.
me:
lol! yeah, "i gazed at the fat stars today." -.-
chengyi:
"after 3 weeks, i finally came to a realisation. those that do not blink are not stars."
"tonight my eyes hurt. i think i saw the sun."
"i have made history!!! nobel for me! i have found a living moving creature on the white big round star! wearing some flowy robes -hic-"

HAHA, and our convo went on...

chengyi:
we got to star gaze for 3 wks!
me:
don't need wht, say it rained la! then cannot see.
chengyi:
so smart hor.
then the reflections got 6 right
1st entry: "tonight it rained. i am sad"
2nd entry: "tonight it rained again. no stars."
3rd entry: "tonight it rained. i have no affinity with starts."
4th entry: "it rained again. this is a rainy season."
5th entry: "it rained again! the sky is clouds ridden"
6th entry: "it rained again. this is my last time. i failed to see stars."

then ms tang whack you and can see alot stars.


haha, chengyi, YOU ARE SOOOOOOOO CUTE! XDDDD
i love you~!

WOAH! it's been sooo long since i've blogged!
haha, so emo for the last few posts. O__o

anyways, i am HAPPY!
why? haha! cause all the mind-boggling tests are OVER!
no more GEOG!
no more CHEM PRACTICAL! xDD
haha. although there are more tests to come nxt wk
but well, tts for nxt week to CHIONG!
now i shall RELAX! :DD

been tiring for the last wk, slping at 1+ to 3+ am each night.
haha, and didnt get to finish any hw, cause of all the damn tests.
which idiot said tt dhs didnt allow 1 wk to have more than 3 tests?!
haha, but well, students' lives are like tt.
NO LIFE.

but, at least am happy now (:
though sometimes may think of things
think of the past, the present.
all the impossible dreams and everything.
but at least, everything is stable!
and am happy (:

once you are happy, the day seems to pass faster (:

ohohoh! was watching supernatural, and then came across this scene where i thought it was HILARIOUS. haha!

sam: "both our families are cursed."
dean: "no, our family's not cursed. we jst have our... dark spots!"
sam: "yeah, our family's dark spots'... pretty dark."
dean: (looking incredulously at sam) ".... you're dark."

hahha, okk, prolly it isnt funny here, but you shld watch it! it was darn funny! HAHA xDD

okk.. am self amusing. forget it...

btw! i am a TV JUNKIE! xDDD

STRAIGHTJACKET FEELING - the all american rejects.

Yesterday was over
But Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you would be
That face is tearing holes in me

but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when that memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
grip falls away.

haha, i simple love these 2 pictures. HAHA!






teehee (: